It's the wild west now.they did a generation ago. You and me are literally standing on the shoulders of giants. I think that datasheet from NEC might have been a little bit too big. There you go buddy you can try digi-key Mauser things like that, if you in the United States. You got to get used to finding components and where to buy them it's actually kind of fun. I'm on the back end of 20 years old this is all going to be gone by the time I get my sheepskins in multiple scientific disciplines . electronics is just fun.